Me As A Job Hunter

I just resigned from my latest company which I worked almost 2 years. So, now I am actively job seeking. When I was decided to tender the resignation letter to my superior, I thought it's easy for me to find another job that really suit my needs, on the contrary its turn out so hard for me to get even one job interview. Quite frustrated, sad & pressure, furthermore my mother keep asking me when I will get a job. If you ask me, of course I want to work and stay active because it's not my type to stay at home without doing anything, gain nothing by end of the month & as a matter of course I will put on weight. I hate this kind of lifestyle, with my age I supposely do something that will enhance my credibility, ability, responsibility & commitment. I should have achieved a numbers of successful in my life. I really hoping that one fine day, there will be a call for me to attend job interview and hence get the dream job & of course halal that will make me stay longer in the company & become top employee who will contribute as much of my value as I can to bring a company's successful. I really2 hope that Allah will answer my prayer as soon as possible so that I can help my parents a little bit to settle the outstanding, other sibling if they need my help & others people who lives in poverty & need my help. May Allah SWT makes everything's going smoothly as per what I've wished & planned. Amin.

Time

Time passing by so fast without I realizing it almost half of the year 2010. It's means that I have worked with my current company almost 4 months, felt like just yesterday I have been interviewed by my employer. =) So far I am happy working with them although there are a lot of works to be done & assigned by my boss. Sometime I don't know which task should be priority one as everything been 'labelled' URGENT. Furthermore this coming June will be a month full of stressful & pressure from my boss, as its due date month to complete all companies' accounts & audit's work. I have to get use all of these & control my emotion before my body can't take it anymore. I just pray that I can deliver the best & make my boss impressed of me. So, try to enjoy what I am doing(althought not fully hearted) & live my life to the fullest..Cheers...=)

Spirit Of Work

Salam..It's been quite sometime I don't write down anything about my life due to my busyness of my new work. What can I say about the job it's all about admin work & I'm in the learning process to sharpen skill in UBS accounting. Quite fun I would say because I've added value to myself & insyaALLAH to others in future. My current company is chinese company, so now I know a little bit the way they work although I just started working with them. They all nice & they expected we can coop & work fast, efficently & be responsible to work given. Sometime mistake happened without we wanted it happened. Sometime I feel sad when some of them looked down to my ability & I've started thinking to back off. What had happened has happened...so for those experienced like me just learn from your mistake & get improve from time to time. Nobody's perfect right. And insyaAllah you can be expert like others who you wish for to be. Chaiyok to myself & to all of you! Gambate......=)

New Job

Salam. Alhamdulillah I just got a new job from one company somewhere around Kuala Lumpur...hoorraayyy..=) Near to LRT station, no need to change public transport. Alhamdulillah... This job I got from newspaper and then I sent email about my CV to the company. A week later alhadulillah the company called me to come for job interview. Firstly the staff whom called me, asked me to come at 3pm for the interview. When I arrived at the office, I found out that just myself come for the job interview. The office have quite nice view & environment. I've interviewed with one chinese lady, the boss maybe. Later on, after a short interview, she told me that one big boss will come back later after 2 hours later, so she asked me to come back. So almost 6pm, I came to the office & found out that there are few other candidates had came for the interview. So I have waited nearly 45 minutes for my turn with the boss. As my turn has come, the big boss interviewed me, he told me that he will be hired me. He told me to start in March. Feel gratitude to ALLAH SWT. Hopefully this job will be lasting for a long time. InsyaALLAH.

Realization

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Sometime as a muslim, we forgot about our responsibility that Allah SWT has given to us since we was born. Actually our main responsibility are as a khalifah ALLAH in earth, bring people to do kindness & preventing them from wrongdoing. In order to make sure all people follow whatever ALLAH ask is to get back to the main resource, al-kitab AL-Quran (AQ) & sunnah. If all people refer to these two type of references, insyaAllah our life wouldn't be mislead. Try to understand the AQ precisely & at the same time learns from others AQ’ expertise. Sometime what we’ve read & understood about the meaning of AQ is not what is really ALLAH meant for, behind of the tafsir there’s meaning we’ve to reveal. Relates everything happened to AQ & changes start within ourselves by beautifying our prayers, amar makruf nahi mungkar.

Nowadays, out there's a lot of enemy of Islam who's likes to see Islam doom & hidden agendas they've planned. So, muslim please wake up & we've altogether to defence our religion destroyed by them. Don't unaware & don't take it as a small matter what has been happening to our muslim relatives/siblings outside there, others countries. Don't let our incautious behaviour lead to be HUGE mistakes & we’ll be regreting it.

So from now on we've start to remind our beloved ones; family, friends, relatives & who else closed to us about this serious situation. It's kind of small jihad & responsibility among Muslim.

Memory comes around

While I'm viewing facebook, I managed to keep in touch back my ex-schoolmates at my primary school. They did uploaded the pictures in primary school, those pictures bring back memories, make me think of a happy time in the past. . Most of them already worked & some of them get married & had children. I am happy for them. =) Mostly their faces are different compared to their young age. It's funny when remembering back what happened last time at school. Normally toddlers always having squabble among friends and then get okay back. The usual squabbles over class among the classes, which class is the tidiness & neatest, who make fun with father's name & something that is not really important. On & off like that, it's a normal thing for children. Sometime the feeling to go back to school comes around....hmmm..

Don't give a damn

I don't know, where should I start, but one thing I know theres a lot of consequences if we say & acted too much. Not all people like & happy to see your happiness & calmness, they like to see you doom indeed. People can think oppositely, differently & make conclusion on one thing that they do not know actually, but they reacted like they know everything. In front us they reacted like they were really care about you, instead behind you they said & reacted like a skunk. True, nobody perfect in this world so don't reacted like you are an angel, talked like you are the best person ever. Mirror yourself first okay. People can talk & say whatever they like to say because all of these are certain people's behaviour who like to mind other people's business than their own, but they do not have the right to judge you & talked about you behind. Anyway, just Allah SWT knows who you really are & what you did on whether for good or bad sake, not those people with their craziness mind. Sometime people say it's a small world, sometime we heard they say what a wide world. But for me it depends on what situation happened. Even though we live in a Big world, you know what you did good or bad to others will come to you later, soon or quite some time, remember that. What goes around, comes around. Whatever they say, I prefer to sit & stand quietly & stay cute! heh..I'm a big big girl, in a big big world, it's not a big big thing if you say anything about me..=p

Salam Aidiladha

Salam...Dear all. Salam Aidiladha from me myself to all muslim in the world. May this Aidiladha brings us a lot of happiness & realization about sacrification. This morning after a few of takbir raya, i decided to perform solat aidiladha. My mother together with my brother in law & niece went to mosque, performing the solat raya. Me & my father decided go to surau nearly to our home. I walked alone to the surau, because my father has something to be done. It seems most of people at my neighbourhood went to mousque to perform solat. By 8.30am we started to solat, and by 9.30am after a short sermon everyone went home to celebrate the hari raya with their family & relatives including me.

After I arrived at home, my sisters & brothers in law also with my nephews & niece already at home. My mother has cooked rendang ayam, daging goreng, kuah kacang, kuah lodeh eaten with ketupat daun palas & nasi himpit, simple but deliacious. =) ME, of course added on another nasi himpit to be distended my stomach..huhuhu..

Anyway, at my area cow & goat's slaughting will be starting tomorrow morning... Dunno on wether want to look or not the slaugthing tomorrow.

Salam Aidiladha...

How bad you want?

Sometime the person that should take action, didn't take any action to prove and show their ability & their seriousness on the mission, instead another person show their talent that can attract others to like it, & what a suprise is that another person actually don't have any intention in to it. Question how bad you want that thing should be asked to yourself? If you really2 want then show it. InsyaAllah everything's going easy.

The intention

Salam..Halluuuuu..seems that its been a long while I didn't updated this blog. No time laa... Hmmm...This week I spent a lot of time read a book titled 'Panduan Lengkap Sembahyang Fardhu'. This book touch about important of solat/pray and disaster of leaving it, ablution, azan & iqamat, how to practising solat, solat jamak & qasar and type of solat. My intention read this book, just to understand and rembering deeply about the meaning of ayat-ayat in solat. Because as long I live I didn't knew exactly what the meaning and the behind of story each movement in solat. Suddenly the feeling and intention to know those things come. Maybe this is what we call hidayah. Anyway I feel blessed because Allah has open and make my heart to proceed this intention. Alhamdulillah. I think all of us, Muslim specially should learn to do solat correctly and try to understand the meaning of the ayat-ayat. Insyallah, we can feel calmness inside ourselves. May Allah SWT more nearer to us. And blessing everything we do. And everything's going smoothly hopefully.

SESUNGGUHNYA SOLAT ITU SATU KETETAPAN YANG DIWAJIBKAN KE ATAS ORANG-ORANG BERIMAN, YANG TERTENTU WAKTUNYA. ( An-Nisaa’: 103 )

ان الصلاة تنهى عن الفحشاء و المنكر

“ Sesungguhnya solat mencegah daripada perbuatan keji dan mungkar”

Lets enjoyyy...

Nothing special & nothing much important activities this week. Just settling some stuffs. Meeting some people to deal some work. Helping other people to lighten their works. Hmm..It's seems that Syawal almost comes to the end. A lot of open houses still happening this weekend. Me, insyaAllah this becoming Sunday will fulfill my friend's invitation to her open house. Celebrates together with Deepavali aka Pesta Cahaya. Not to forget to wish Happy Deepavali for those who are celebrating this festive. May it'll enlighten your day & live.
Tomorrow will accompany my friend -Faiza searching, viewing & supervising a few houses somewhere around Klang Valley for her friend to let. Hopefully she can make a good decision & have a great deal. Have to wake up early becuse have made appointment with the person incharge dealing with the house at 9.30am at Damansara. After that we are planning to joli sakan at Sunway Piramid. Wishing me have a wonderful time there ya.. Cheers.

Open house again

Salam..Haluu guyz...Happy Weekend once again...Today I went to my sister house again, somewhere around Ukay Perdana. What I am doing there? Of course assisting her to manage open house specially for her colleagues. Started at noon & settled late evening. Quite exhausted but still felt relieved coz everything went smoothly. My sister had joint ventured with my mum to cook & completing the foods. Foods-laksa, laksam, nasi impit with rendang & kuah kacang as usual. around plus minus 30 peoples has came. Most of them took laksam as their favourite. Me too love so much.. Mum's laksam is the best ever..=) Maybe I should suggesting her(mum) to publish her laksam & making it as a main business. I am for sure will be helping her to make the dream come true. InsyaAllah.. Overall my stomach has fulled already..while helping my sister in the same time busy putting those foods in my tummy..No wonder its felt tighttttttt..Burrppp..Alhamdulillah..=)

Ooopeenn Hoouuseee

Salam..Today I have duty at my sister's house, Kak Wani. She had open house for family & friends. So, I'm as a good younger sister gave a hand to help. Hehehe..Maybe I'm not experted enough to cook but I can be a good 'Assistant Chef' to her. huhuhu..(terperasan lagi) To make everything going smoothly, I decided to sleep one night at her house. By tomorrow morning me & Kak Wani went to supermarket to buy some cook stuff & everything that related to it. Kak Wani have cooked chicken rice, fried mee & others food. The event began at noon & finished late evening. Alhamdulillah seems everything went as planned. Me & my 'stomach' absolutely fulled enough.

Salam Aidilfitri

Salam Aidilfitri all. May this Syawal brings you a lot of happiness & rahmat in your life. Wishing you guy gonna have a great raya with loved ones & I would like to take this opportunity to apologize for any differences, inconviniences, misunderstanding or whatever insensitive remarks or manner I have done in the past.

After I've celebrated 1st raya with my family, right now I'm heading to Kedah to celebrating 2nd raya with my eldest sister. Ok, have a great holiday & rest ya! Cheers...

The Precious

Salam...Dear all. It's nearly to Syawal month. 1 week left & we'll be celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri. It's really a precious time for me to spend most of time to be with my family. I really appreciate it. We never know when the time we'll be aparted with our family. By that time, when the time have come we'll regret it & look back how much time we had ignored it . Yes there's another commitment we have to considering too, but it's doesn't means we have to let our meaningful time passing by without we realize it that family is the MOST important person & the first person we relying on when we have any challenge in our life. So, no matter who, what, where & when you are, put family FIRST & still keeping in touch with our family. I LOVE MY FAMILY.

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Haluuu...it's almost 2 weeks we have been fasted. So far alhamdulillah I'm still manage to maintain my fasting. =) I felt like time fly so fast. Is that means we almost towards world end day? Just get prepared with good action & full of ibadah. We never know when we gonna to die. Some of us ready to anything possibility in their life, some of us fear to face anything that will happen in future. ME, don't know what feeling should I feel or show. Maybe they thought I'm a inner-tough person. My outter yes, I admitted it. But the truth is I'm a person who easy to flow-tears & easy to get emotional. But I don't know how to tell & story my challenge. I think people outside there also don't bother to know what feeling I'm dizzying of about. Just dicided to be silent & speechless. Let this bothersome feeling sweep away slowly-as night butterflies fly.

Salam Ramadhan

Salam Ramadhan to all Muslim as Ramadhan came by. Once again we celebrating & fasting on Ramadhan. Since Allah S.W.T have given us opportunity to be in this holy fasting month, we should grab it & do as many ibadah as we can do so that by Allah's will we get rewards. May this Ramadan bring us the utmost in peace and prosperity & realization about unfortunate & poor people surronded us. Life must goes on. Everything happens for a reason, futhermore we as a Muslim have to believe in qada' & qadar. Don't argue with it when it comes to Allah's management & our religious, like... 'but please la be realistic.. at least bring some valuable acceptance reason for normal brain.. not religious everytime'. Nonsence. Why not we should just accept it & let Allah do He's job? Our matter is not the biggest problem ever in this world. Why should we as a human being with nothing to be proud of, have to payback what others people have done (bad) to us? As this quote says; 'Revenge is always the weak pleasure of a little and narrow mind.' Hopefully with this coming Ramadhan we realize & do as many profitable things in our life. Sedangkan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. maafkan umatnya, apatah lagi kita as a hamba-Nya who's doing a lots of mistakes with or without we realize it. In the spirit of Ramadhan, a thousand of forgiveness to all people that I knew or people who had suffered & hurted from my words & acts. Sorry from my bottom of my heart. Happy Fasting & Terawikhing. =)

That's When I Love You

That's When I Love You - Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you, no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

My day, my dream

Today I have supervised my sister's house. She had renovating her house. There was no one to monitor the workers do the job so I did. Plus being baby sitter to my little nephew for the whole day. Instead I just sit doing nothing I had online in the same time. Did some work. Life getting boring if we do nothing. Maybe sometime we feel much better if we don't do any job just relaxing ourselves for the rest our life. But until one time we will feel bored. Actually there's a lot of benefited works we can do if we still not working or don't get any job yet. Such as tidying up our house futher more Ramadhan will be coming soon, be volunteer to any welfare houses, helping unfortunate people or be columnist maybe. I am planning to be a good columnist one day. Until now I have viewed a lot of columns & journals to perfectly my skill. Maybe one day I will be one of them contributing my ideas & opinions so that I can add value to others...InsyaAllah.

Sadness

Salam...Great weekend..Today I feel sad...upset...my tears easily running out quite sometime. Why? Let myself only knows about that. People dont't understand...even don't appreciated what I have done before. I was so disappointed. Feels like to run away somewhere else. But don't know where supposedly I go to overcalm my sad's feeling. Feels like to share with someone else but don't know who's willing to listen. What I can do is just conceal this sadness feeling deep down in my heart. If there any option & way to dissipate this feeling please show me HOW.