Me As A Job Hunter

I just resigned from my latest company which I worked almost 2 years. So, now I am actively job seeking. When I was decided to tender the resignation letter to my superior, I thought it's easy for me to find another job that really suit my needs, on the contrary its turn out so hard for me to get even one job interview. Quite frustrated, sad & pressure, furthermore my mother keep asking me when I will get a job. If you ask me, of course I want to work and stay active because it's not my type to stay at home without doing anything, gain nothing by end of the month & as a matter of course I will put on weight. I hate this kind of lifestyle, with my age I supposely do something that will enhance my credibility, ability, responsibility & commitment. I should have achieved a numbers of successful in my life. I really hoping that one fine day, there will be a call for me to attend job interview and hence get the dream job & of course halal that will make me stay longer in the company & become top employee who will contribute as much of my value as I can to bring a company's successful. I really2 hope that Allah will answer my prayer as soon as possible so that I can help my parents a little bit to settle the outstanding, other sibling if they need my help & others people who lives in poverty & need my help. May Allah SWT makes everything's going smoothly as per what I've wished & planned. Amin.

Time

Time passing by so fast without I realizing it almost half of the year 2010. It's means that I have worked with my current company almost 4 months, felt like just yesterday I have been interviewed by my employer. =) So far I am happy working with them although there are a lot of works to be done & assigned by my boss. Sometime I don't know which task should be priority one as everything been 'labelled' URGENT. Furthermore this coming June will be a month full of stressful & pressure from my boss, as its due date month to complete all companies' accounts & audit's work. I have to get use all of these & control my emotion before my body can't take it anymore. I just pray that I can deliver the best & make my boss impressed of me. So, try to enjoy what I am doing(althought not fully hearted) & live my life to the fullest..Cheers...=)

Spirit Of Work

Salam..It's been quite sometime I don't write down anything about my life due to my busyness of my new work. What can I say about the job it's all about admin work & I'm in the learning process to sharpen skill in UBS accounting. Quite fun I would say because I've added value to myself & insyaALLAH to others in future. My current company is chinese company, so now I know a little bit the way they work although I just started working with them. They all nice & they expected we can coop & work fast, efficently & be responsible to work given. Sometime mistake happened without we wanted it happened. Sometime I feel sad when some of them looked down to my ability & I've started thinking to back off. What had happened has happened...so for those experienced like me just learn from your mistake & get improve from time to time. Nobody's perfect right. And insyaAllah you can be expert like others who you wish for to be. Chaiyok to myself & to all of you! Gambate......=)

New Job

Salam. Alhamdulillah I just got a new job from one company somewhere around Kuala Lumpur...hoorraayyy..=) Near to LRT station, no need to change public transport. Alhamdulillah... This job I got from newspaper and then I sent email about my CV to the company. A week later alhadulillah the company called me to come for job interview. Firstly the staff whom called me, asked me to come at 3pm for the interview. When I arrived at the office, I found out that just myself come for the job interview. The office have quite nice view & environment. I've interviewed with one chinese lady, the boss maybe. Later on, after a short interview, she told me that one big boss will come back later after 2 hours later, so she asked me to come back. So almost 6pm, I came to the office & found out that there are few other candidates had came for the interview. So I have waited nearly 45 minutes for my turn with the boss. As my turn has come, the big boss interviewed me, he told me that he will be hired me. He told me to start in March. Feel gratitude to ALLAH SWT. Hopefully this job will be lasting for a long time. InsyaALLAH.

Realization

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Sometime as a muslim, we forgot about our responsibility that Allah SWT has given to us since we was born. Actually our main responsibility are as a khalifah ALLAH in earth, bring people to do kindness & preventing them from wrongdoing. In order to make sure all people follow whatever ALLAH ask is to get back to the main resource, al-kitab AL-Quran (AQ) & sunnah. If all people refer to these two type of references, insyaAllah our life wouldn't be mislead. Try to understand the AQ precisely & at the same time learns from others AQ’ expertise. Sometime what we’ve read & understood about the meaning of AQ is not what is really ALLAH meant for, behind of the tafsir there’s meaning we’ve to reveal. Relates everything happened to AQ & changes start within ourselves by beautifying our prayers, amar makruf nahi mungkar.

Nowadays, out there's a lot of enemy of Islam who's likes to see Islam doom & hidden agendas they've planned. So, muslim please wake up & we've altogether to defence our religion destroyed by them. Don't unaware & don't take it as a small matter what has been happening to our muslim relatives/siblings outside there, others countries. Don't let our incautious behaviour lead to be HUGE mistakes & we’ll be regreting it.

So from now on we've start to remind our beloved ones; family, friends, relatives & who else closed to us about this serious situation. It's kind of small jihad & responsibility among Muslim.

Memory comes around

While I'm viewing facebook, I managed to keep in touch back my ex-schoolmates at my primary school. They did uploaded the pictures in primary school, those pictures bring back memories, make me think of a happy time in the past. . Most of them already worked & some of them get married & had children. I am happy for them. =) Mostly their faces are different compared to their young age. It's funny when remembering back what happened last time at school. Normally toddlers always having squabble among friends and then get okay back. The usual squabbles over class among the classes, which class is the tidiness & neatest, who make fun with father's name & something that is not really important. On & off like that, it's a normal thing for children. Sometime the feeling to go back to school comes around....hmmm..

Don't give a damn

I don't know, where should I start, but one thing I know theres a lot of consequences if we say & acted too much. Not all people like & happy to see your happiness & calmness, they like to see you doom indeed. People can think oppositely, differently & make conclusion on one thing that they do not know actually, but they reacted like they know everything. In front us they reacted like they were really care about you, instead behind you they said & reacted like a skunk. True, nobody perfect in this world so don't reacted like you are an angel, talked like you are the best person ever. Mirror yourself first okay. People can talk & say whatever they like to say because all of these are certain people's behaviour who like to mind other people's business than their own, but they do not have the right to judge you & talked about you behind. Anyway, just Allah SWT knows who you really are & what you did on whether for good or bad sake, not those people with their craziness mind. Sometime people say it's a small world, sometime we heard they say what a wide world. But for me it depends on what situation happened. Even though we live in a Big world, you know what you did good or bad to others will come to you later, soon or quite some time, remember that. What goes around, comes around. Whatever they say, I prefer to sit & stand quietly & stay cute! heh..I'm a big big girl, in a big big world, it's not a big big thing if you say anything about me..=p