Realization

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Sometime as a muslim, we forgot about our responsibility that Allah SWT has given to us since we was born. Actually our main responsibility are as a khalifah ALLAH in earth, bring people to do kindness & preventing them from wrongdoing. In order to make sure all people follow whatever ALLAH ask is to get back to the main resource, al-kitab AL-Quran (AQ) & sunnah. If all people refer to these two type of references, insyaAllah our life wouldn't be mislead. Try to understand the AQ precisely & at the same time learns from others AQ’ expertise. Sometime what we’ve read & understood about the meaning of AQ is not what is really ALLAH meant for, behind of the tafsir there’s meaning we’ve to reveal. Relates everything happened to AQ & changes start within ourselves by beautifying our prayers, amar makruf nahi mungkar.

Nowadays, out there's a lot of enemy of Islam who's likes to see Islam doom & hidden agendas they've planned. So, muslim please wake up & we've altogether to defence our religion destroyed by them. Don't unaware & don't take it as a small matter what has been happening to our muslim relatives/siblings outside there, others countries. Don't let our incautious behaviour lead to be HUGE mistakes & we’ll be regreting it.

So from now on we've start to remind our beloved ones; family, friends, relatives & who else closed to us about this serious situation. It's kind of small jihad & responsibility among Muslim.

Memory comes around

While I'm viewing facebook, I managed to keep in touch back my ex-schoolmates at my primary school. They did uploaded the pictures in primary school, those pictures bring back memories, make me think of a happy time in the past. . Most of them already worked & some of them get married & had children. I am happy for them. =) Mostly their faces are different compared to their young age. It's funny when remembering back what happened last time at school. Normally toddlers always having squabble among friends and then get okay back. The usual squabbles over class among the classes, which class is the tidiness & neatest, who make fun with father's name & something that is not really important. On & off like that, it's a normal thing for children. Sometime the feeling to go back to school comes around....hmmm..

Don't give a damn

I don't know, where should I start, but one thing I know theres a lot of consequences if we say & acted too much. Not all people like & happy to see your happiness & calmness, they like to see you doom indeed. People can think oppositely, differently & make conclusion on one thing that they do not know actually, but they reacted like they know everything. In front us they reacted like they were really care about you, instead behind you they said & reacted like a skunk. True, nobody perfect in this world so don't reacted like you are an angel, talked like you are the best person ever. Mirror yourself first okay. People can talk & say whatever they like to say because all of these are certain people's behaviour who like to mind other people's business than their own, but they do not have the right to judge you & talked about you behind. Anyway, just Allah SWT knows who you really are & what you did on whether for good or bad sake, not those people with their craziness mind. Sometime people say it's a small world, sometime we heard they say what a wide world. But for me it depends on what situation happened. Even though we live in a Big world, you know what you did good or bad to others will come to you later, soon or quite some time, remember that. What goes around, comes around. Whatever they say, I prefer to sit & stand quietly & stay cute! heh..I'm a big big girl, in a big big world, it's not a big big thing if you say anything about me..=p

Salam Aidiladha

Salam...Dear all. Salam Aidiladha from me myself to all muslim in the world. May this Aidiladha brings us a lot of happiness & realization about sacrification. This morning after a few of takbir raya, i decided to perform solat aidiladha. My mother together with my brother in law & niece went to mosque, performing the solat raya. Me & my father decided go to surau nearly to our home. I walked alone to the surau, because my father has something to be done. It seems most of people at my neighbourhood went to mousque to perform solat. By 8.30am we started to solat, and by 9.30am after a short sermon everyone went home to celebrate the hari raya with their family & relatives including me.

After I arrived at home, my sisters & brothers in law also with my nephews & niece already at home. My mother has cooked rendang ayam, daging goreng, kuah kacang, kuah lodeh eaten with ketupat daun palas & nasi himpit, simple but deliacious. =) ME, of course added on another nasi himpit to be distended my stomach..huhuhu..

Anyway, at my area cow & goat's slaughting will be starting tomorrow morning... Dunno on wether want to look or not the slaugthing tomorrow.

Salam Aidiladha...

How bad you want?

Sometime the person that should take action, didn't take any action to prove and show their ability & their seriousness on the mission, instead another person show their talent that can attract others to like it, & what a suprise is that another person actually don't have any intention in to it. Question how bad you want that thing should be asked to yourself? If you really2 want then show it. InsyaAllah everything's going easy.

The intention

Salam..Halluuuuu..seems that its been a long while I didn't updated this blog. No time laa... Hmmm...This week I spent a lot of time read a book titled 'Panduan Lengkap Sembahyang Fardhu'. This book touch about important of solat/pray and disaster of leaving it, ablution, azan & iqamat, how to practising solat, solat jamak & qasar and type of solat. My intention read this book, just to understand and rembering deeply about the meaning of ayat-ayat in solat. Because as long I live I didn't knew exactly what the meaning and the behind of story each movement in solat. Suddenly the feeling and intention to know those things come. Maybe this is what we call hidayah. Anyway I feel blessed because Allah has open and make my heart to proceed this intention. Alhamdulillah. I think all of us, Muslim specially should learn to do solat correctly and try to understand the meaning of the ayat-ayat. Insyallah, we can feel calmness inside ourselves. May Allah SWT more nearer to us. And blessing everything we do. And everything's going smoothly hopefully.

SESUNGGUHNYA SOLAT ITU SATU KETETAPAN YANG DIWAJIBKAN KE ATAS ORANG-ORANG BERIMAN, YANG TERTENTU WAKTUNYA. ( An-Nisaa’: 103 )

ان الصلاة تنهى عن الفحشاء و المنكر

“ Sesungguhnya solat mencegah daripada perbuatan keji dan mungkar”

Lets enjoyyy...

Nothing special & nothing much important activities this week. Just settling some stuffs. Meeting some people to deal some work. Helping other people to lighten their works. Hmm..It's seems that Syawal almost comes to the end. A lot of open houses still happening this weekend. Me, insyaAllah this becoming Sunday will fulfill my friend's invitation to her open house. Celebrates together with Deepavali aka Pesta Cahaya. Not to forget to wish Happy Deepavali for those who are celebrating this festive. May it'll enlighten your day & live.
Tomorrow will accompany my friend -Faiza searching, viewing & supervising a few houses somewhere around Klang Valley for her friend to let. Hopefully she can make a good decision & have a great deal. Have to wake up early becuse have made appointment with the person incharge dealing with the house at 9.30am at Damansara. After that we are planning to joli sakan at Sunway Piramid. Wishing me have a wonderful time there ya.. Cheers.

Open house again

Salam..Haluu guyz...Happy Weekend once again...Today I went to my sister house again, somewhere around Ukay Perdana. What I am doing there? Of course assisting her to manage open house specially for her colleagues. Started at noon & settled late evening. Quite exhausted but still felt relieved coz everything went smoothly. My sister had joint ventured with my mum to cook & completing the foods. Foods-laksa, laksam, nasi impit with rendang & kuah kacang as usual. around plus minus 30 peoples has came. Most of them took laksam as their favourite. Me too love so much.. Mum's laksam is the best ever..=) Maybe I should suggesting her(mum) to publish her laksam & making it as a main business. I am for sure will be helping her to make the dream come true. InsyaAllah.. Overall my stomach has fulled already..while helping my sister in the same time busy putting those foods in my tummy..No wonder its felt tighttttttt..Burrppp..Alhamdulillah..=)

Ooopeenn Hoouuseee

Salam..Today I have duty at my sister's house, Kak Wani. She had open house for family & friends. So, I'm as a good younger sister gave a hand to help. Hehehe..Maybe I'm not experted enough to cook but I can be a good 'Assistant Chef' to her. huhuhu..(terperasan lagi) To make everything going smoothly, I decided to sleep one night at her house. By tomorrow morning me & Kak Wani went to supermarket to buy some cook stuff & everything that related to it. Kak Wani have cooked chicken rice, fried mee & others food. The event began at noon & finished late evening. Alhamdulillah seems everything went as planned. Me & my 'stomach' absolutely fulled enough.

Salam Aidilfitri

Salam Aidilfitri all. May this Syawal brings you a lot of happiness & rahmat in your life. Wishing you guy gonna have a great raya with loved ones & I would like to take this opportunity to apologize for any differences, inconviniences, misunderstanding or whatever insensitive remarks or manner I have done in the past.

After I've celebrated 1st raya with my family, right now I'm heading to Kedah to celebrating 2nd raya with my eldest sister. Ok, have a great holiday & rest ya! Cheers...

The Precious

Salam...Dear all. It's nearly to Syawal month. 1 week left & we'll be celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri. It's really a precious time for me to spend most of time to be with my family. I really appreciate it. We never know when the time we'll be aparted with our family. By that time, when the time have come we'll regret it & look back how much time we had ignored it . Yes there's another commitment we have to considering too, but it's doesn't means we have to let our meaningful time passing by without we realize it that family is the MOST important person & the first person we relying on when we have any challenge in our life. So, no matter who, what, where & when you are, put family FIRST & still keeping in touch with our family. I LOVE MY FAMILY.

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Haluuu...it's almost 2 weeks we have been fasted. So far alhamdulillah I'm still manage to maintain my fasting. =) I felt like time fly so fast. Is that means we almost towards world end day? Just get prepared with good action & full of ibadah. We never know when we gonna to die. Some of us ready to anything possibility in their life, some of us fear to face anything that will happen in future. ME, don't know what feeling should I feel or show. Maybe they thought I'm a inner-tough person. My outter yes, I admitted it. But the truth is I'm a person who easy to flow-tears & easy to get emotional. But I don't know how to tell & story my challenge. I think people outside there also don't bother to know what feeling I'm dizzying of about. Just dicided to be silent & speechless. Let this bothersome feeling sweep away slowly-as night butterflies fly.

Salam Ramadhan

Salam Ramadhan to all Muslim as Ramadhan came by. Once again we celebrating & fasting on Ramadhan. Since Allah S.W.T have given us opportunity to be in this holy fasting month, we should grab it & do as many ibadah as we can do so that by Allah's will we get rewards. May this Ramadan bring us the utmost in peace and prosperity & realization about unfortunate & poor people surronded us. Life must goes on. Everything happens for a reason, futhermore we as a Muslim have to believe in qada' & qadar. Don't argue with it when it comes to Allah's management & our religious, like... 'but please la be realistic.. at least bring some valuable acceptance reason for normal brain.. not religious everytime'. Nonsence. Why not we should just accept it & let Allah do He's job? Our matter is not the biggest problem ever in this world. Why should we as a human being with nothing to be proud of, have to payback what others people have done (bad) to us? As this quote says; 'Revenge is always the weak pleasure of a little and narrow mind.' Hopefully with this coming Ramadhan we realize & do as many profitable things in our life. Sedangkan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. maafkan umatnya, apatah lagi kita as a hamba-Nya who's doing a lots of mistakes with or without we realize it. In the spirit of Ramadhan, a thousand of forgiveness to all people that I knew or people who had suffered & hurted from my words & acts. Sorry from my bottom of my heart. Happy Fasting & Terawikhing. =)

That's When I Love You

That's When I Love You - Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you, no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

My day, my dream

Today I have supervised my sister's house. She had renovating her house. There was no one to monitor the workers do the job so I did. Plus being baby sitter to my little nephew for the whole day. Instead I just sit doing nothing I had online in the same time. Did some work. Life getting boring if we do nothing. Maybe sometime we feel much better if we don't do any job just relaxing ourselves for the rest our life. But until one time we will feel bored. Actually there's a lot of benefited works we can do if we still not working or don't get any job yet. Such as tidying up our house futher more Ramadhan will be coming soon, be volunteer to any welfare houses, helping unfortunate people or be columnist maybe. I am planning to be a good columnist one day. Until now I have viewed a lot of columns & journals to perfectly my skill. Maybe one day I will be one of them contributing my ideas & opinions so that I can add value to others...InsyaAllah.

Sadness

Salam...Great weekend..Today I feel sad...upset...my tears easily running out quite sometime. Why? Let myself only knows about that. People dont't understand...even don't appreciated what I have done before. I was so disappointed. Feels like to run away somewhere else. But don't know where supposedly I go to overcalm my sad's feeling. Feels like to share with someone else but don't know who's willing to listen. What I can do is just conceal this sadness feeling deep down in my heart. If there any option & way to dissipate this feeling please show me HOW.

Another exam

Tomorrow I will be taking & facing another exam in my life since quite sometime I haven't seat any exam. My heart not fully feeling into it to take the exam. I am not put 100% of hopes to be passed excellently, just enough if I am able to finish all questions on time. Sometime people says thing that we not expect to be done successfully, thats the one actually will bring you into succesfullness. Maybe...By the way wish me good luck eh! The only one is all my hopes to Allah SWT indeed..

Joie de vivre

Until now I am still struggling to move. Move to get something in my life. Something valuable. My mood always liable to change. Sometime up, sometime down. Like our life upside down. It is true our life is like a wheel. We never know when we at upside or when we are downside. So that, we have to behave nicely to whom we met or we knew. Because we never know one day maybe we need theirs help. It is hard to make others people happy. Sometime it will make our feeling hurt...they don't understand what we feel. It may makes me creates a little a bit feeling of 'I dont't care anymore what people's feeling'. So I decided just to Joie de vivre! Cheers..

No Pain, No Gain

I’ve been thinking the whole time about myself… why I’m still not doing nothing to improve myself.. why I’m not changing to be much better than yesterday, than previous time… I’m mad about myself when I think about it. When I’m comparing myself with other friends, I feel sad. Most of them have something they can show of.f . That they can be proud of. They can satisfy with their progress in their life. They already achieved what they really want. But me..Nothing…

No success without efforts. Yes that the reason why I’m still in this state..I’m not put 200% enough of efforts. I not believe enough with my ability & credibility of myself that’s why no wonder no progress that can be shown until now. It’s true, as Prophet Muhammad says, 'The greatest jihad or the greatest war is the war over oneself.' I must push myself until the limit.. No pain, no gain. Although it’ll make me suffer at the beginning & it’ll bring to tears, I MUST to….See me on the top ya..Support me..Thank you. =) Ooppss forgot to say..Happy celebrating Israk Mikraj.. Here I put Transcript of the Presentation on Israk & Mikraj . Take notice & moral of the presentation ok.

Presentation on Israk Mikraj

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1. On Prophet Muhammad’s journey from Masjid al-Haram to Masjid al-Aqsa, Allah enabled him to see some of His wondrous creations. Allah enabled the Prophet to see the world (dunya) like an old woman. However, this old woman was wearing a great deal of jewellery, and in this there is an indication signifying the reality of the world.
2. Allah enabled the Prophet to see Iblis. The Prophet saw something on the side of the road which did not dare to stand in his way or speak to him. What the Prophet saw was Iblis.
3. The Prophet smelled a very nice odour. He asked Jibril about this pleasant scent and Jibril informed him this good smell was coming from the grave of the woman whose duty used to be to comb Pharaoh’s daughter’s hair.
4. The Prophet also saw people whose lips and tongues were clipped with scissors made of fire. Jibril told the Prophet, “These are the speakers of sedition (fitna) who call people to misguidance.”
5. He also saw a bull which exited a very small outlet, then was trying in vain to return through that small outlet. Jibril told the Prophet, “This is the example of the bad word–once spoken, it cannot be returned.”
6. The Prophet saw people grazing like animals, with very little clothing on their private parts. Jibril told the Prophet, “These are the ones who refused to pay zakat.”
7. The Prophet saw angels smashing some people’s heads with rocks. These heads would return to the shape they had been, and then the angels would smash their heads again–and so on. Jibril told the Prophet, “These are the ones whose heads felt too heavy to perform prayer–the ones who used to sleep without praying.”
8. On his journey the Prophet saw people who were competing to eat some rotten meat–ignoring meat that was sliced and unspoiled. Jibril told the Prophet, “These are people from your nation who leave out that which is permissible (halal), and consume that which is forbidden ((haram).
9. Also, the Prophet saw people who were drinking from the fluid coming from the bodies of the fornicators, (water mixed with blood). Jibril indicated to the Prophet these were the ones who were drinking the alcohol which is prohibited in this world.
10. The Prophet saw people scratching their faces and chests with brass finger nails. Jibril said, “These are the examples of those who commit gossip (ghibah).
11. How deep is Rasulullah's love to us? Indeed Rasulullah (saw) really deserves best of our LOVE than everything in this world